And all the memories come rushing back.
How you first met your girlfriend, when she was just a friend.
How you start to hang around her, and you notice things.
The day you realise that something big is happening inside you, feelings of attraction and lust.
My girlfriend is fucking drop dead gorgeous. She smells so good. I remember the first time I started to talk to her I would be a hopeless flirt. We stayed up till 4 chatting about nothing.
The dreams that would fill my head, mostly sex but so much romance.
The time away from her was to try and get my head around the fact that I would never achieve to have her as a girlfriend for all I knew she was straight.
That moment where you tell her “I love you, just hurry up and be my girlfriend” and for her to respond with “no shhhh, don’t say that I already have too much running through my head” that was the minute where time stopped because you knew all the things that were running through her head was about you.
The late nights we would stay out. At a local primary/highschool, even when I would have no way home just to see if one of us would make that first move.
The parties, everyone around us were invisible. We would just sit there, flirting.
That kiss… Lasted forever but was only like 4 seconds.
The first sexual experience. In the complete dark with a dozen other people on the floor spread out. She stopped me because the feeling was too unreal.
We lost a lot of friends because of the attraction. We couldn’t leave each others side.
It’s been two years, and it is still the most unreal thing I can even think of. I cannot believe I actually got Hayley Amber Paull as my girlfriend. Fuck, I am so in love.